Eradicate the words, "I'm trying." or "I'll try." from the language you tell yourself & the Universe. They are sourced & rooted in resistance.
Ever notice that the things you focus on can get all-encompassing & seem massively huge in your reality? And that all that you don't give your energy becomes like specks on a distant horizon? (My Husky agreed to represent for analogy's sake only; he knows he's HUGE on my horizon every single day. Oh, yeah, his Highness, Sir Garçon du Soleil Husky does. That awesome rascal.)
Your requests & declarations to the Universe have been heard. Your team of A-list assistants stand with you, too. Infinitely. They honor your free will & await your invite with each choice & decision you make. They see & get you clearly, watching over & supporting you in your determination to never give up.